Well here it is already, Friday, the beginning of the weekend which means that i won't beable to be on the computer as much as i usually am. Yes John is coming home and it's poker time. I am hoping to get him to go shopping for groceries with me this weekend cause i shop at Smith's and they have some excellent sales going on right now. We go through alot of Pepsi and Mountain Dew,they have it on sale for buy 4-12pks for $11.00 dollars and get 3- 2liter bottles for free. I think that is an excellent deal. Well they have more than that i just thought if any of you shop at Smith's that would be a good thing to let you know if you don't already know. Anywho....I hope that i can get him out of this house although it will have to be at my convinience cause this cold weather is just killing me. I can't hardly hold my neck up it hurts so bad. I am kind of curious if he will go to our son's appartment this weekend or if he will sit here and wait to see if my son comes home to see him. This is the kind of games he plays. See if Robert doesn't come to see him then he will have something to bitch about all weekend. Of course the road does run 2 ways and i think he should get off his ass and the computer and go see his son. My daughter hasn't moved out yet and he only get's to see her for a little while because she usually works all weekend. His job has moved him closer to home now. As of yesterday he is no longer 5 hours away from home he is 1 hour maybe 1 1/2?? Regardless it just means that if he wants to he could sneak home after work on any given day . It's not that i would be doing anything wrong cause all i do is sit in this house and watch tv and clean and you know stupid shit, it's the whole idea that i can usually hardly stand him for the weekend let alone a few nights in the middle of the week..God Please Don't Let Him Come Home During The Weeks. . I am begging.
I guess i better check my email and make sure i am caught up to date before he comes popping in. See the whole thing is, is that I don't know when he will be poppin' in..... DON'T YA JUST HATE THAT. Again i must say I Love Him...But i don't like him.
its a shame that u are begging God to not let ur husband come home on the weekdays. thats how u know u really have to leave. see ur fine on ur own u don't need him u just need his money. it will be o.k and it will get better once u leave him.
i know that it doesn't look good to be prayin to GOD for that reason expecially when i already know what i need to do but i don't take that first step to do anything about it. After 23 years of marriage it is so much easier to stay. I have gotten to the point that i can handle what ever he dishes out. Not because i have to but because i CHOOSE to. It is so much easier to stay...Don't you find this the truth even just a little bit? My kids are grown (21&18) so i can no longer use them as an excuse. But now that they have moved out and they got an apt. together i don't know if it really makes a difference if i stay or go. See i can stay and go to their apt on the weekends or i can stay and stay at 'home' on the weekend and choose to ignore him. I haven't decided what i am going to do yet. I don't want to hurt him (but, i don't know if it will hurt him, it could be just what he is waiting for)GOD only knows. I am just going to take it easy until after Christmas so i don't cause all kinds of hate and discontent. I am only now praying that we have a good xmas this year....After the holidays it will be a different story It will be tme to make some really important decisions in my life and i sure hope i have you around to help me make some decisions. Love Talkin' To Ya, angel
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God Please Don't Let Him Come Home During The Weeks. 
. DON'T YA JUST HATE THAT. Again i must say 
I Love Him...
But i don't like him.
may god bless you and prayers Thinkin of you
Buffy