Does he think i am stupid??? well it's been a few months now since he started   sleeping in the spare br. we 'i guess' are separated and that is okay with me. But he is now seeing some girl that he used to go out with when they were in high school. It was a bad break up, i guess, something like her dad told her it was either him or the family. You know sometimes it's hard to know how much of what he told me is true or just the way he saw it. Anyway he is on the computer a few weeks ago and he asked me to help him download and print this picture that a friend emailed him. It was some girl and him. I asked 'who is this' and he said louise. LIKE I WANT TO HELP HIM PRINT OUT A PIC OF HIS GF. does he think i am stupid?
              i am guessing YES. this girl lives in NV and he is stayinging in Utah during the week and comes home to WY on weekends. I can't say that this doesn't hurt cause it really does, after 26 years of being married i would think it would hurt anyone. But hey....does he think i am stupid?
                                                           

he takes his cell and goes out side and talks for hours at a time during his time at home. NO I don't want to know what they are talking about but i do know that it  really breaks my heart to even think of him with someone else let alone help him copy a pic of her.....does he think i am stupid?

i guess he does. i am sure that he can tell that it is hurting me and that i am trying to be strong. Due to my health it is pretty hard to go out and find someone else. this isn't his first gf. the last one he had told him to stay the F#(()*$ out of her life...oh she must have gotten to know the real him. he tries to tell me that he told her to get lost and i happend to know different, you know when you have those   people that just happend to be in a position to tell me everythng that is going on and i guess it was not a pretty site when she told him to get lost. But ohhh nooo..he told her to get lost.....does he think i am stupid?